Nadia kept time with a soldering iron.
The tip spat tiny silver stars into the tray and she counted them the way other people counted sheep: one, two, three—until the hum in her skull eased. The workshop above the quay smelled like cedar dust, coffee gone bitter at the bottom of a tin, and the sweet tinge of ozone that came off old mnemonic arrays. Outside, rain made the city wash in faint gold; inside, the wall of pegboard held a forest of tools pinned like ceremonial knives. Nadia's hands moved like someone who had taught them to remember. They were stained the color of burned copper and steady in the small work of untying other people's pasts.
Her shop sign, Mer & Mend, favoured no grand promises. It was a rectangle of warped brass she had inherited from the surgeon who'd once mended her father’s motor—an honest thing to hang over an honest door. People came because she had a habit for patient listening and for edges. She listened not to complaints but to the pitch of a client's voice—how it tightened on the sound of a name—and then she tuned the array until the name slid back into place.
This morning she had three bookings pinned to the board: a child's dream that would not fix its shape, a lover's wrong turn in a long memory, and an appointment from a municipal archivist who wrote in a crooked hand and never explained himself by voice. Min—her apprentice, quick-fingered and forever barefoot—moved around the workbench like a small comet, carrying a tray of brass screws that caught the light and winked. Old Ivo, whose apartment below smelled of boiled tea and always-damp coats, shuffled in with the day's newspaper tucked under his arm. He talked in short sentences about the council and longer sentences about music boxes. He tapped Nadia's arm and hummed off-key until she smiled.
Nadia's own missing thing had no appointment, no pin on her board, no waiting list. It sat in a small locked box beneath the bench: a fragment of a lullaby—three lines caught on a microgroove and then cut off as if someone had closed a door. She kept it wrapped in oilcloth, and sometimes, at night when the rain softened, she would press the needle to the groove and let the sound smear across the room like a ghost fireplace. It was her compass. Since the terrible accident ten years before, the lullaby had been a hole where the past ought to be. Faces around it had hazy borders; places had edges you could walk past without knowing why. That hole had a shape, and Nadia had taught herself to map it by touch.
Footsteps in the alley that morning had a staccato that unnerved her. The bell above the shop door jangled in a way she always took for weather or mistake. A man stood in the rain with a coat that had seen better years and a pocket full of secrets. He held a small sealed cylinder between both hands, as if he were shielding a fluttering bird. "Ms. Mer?" His voice smelled of salt—the quay’s wind. "I was told you'd look at something...because you listen."