The Vowkeeper

Nora Finch drove the long way into town because the highway felt too final. The city had a rhythm that taught her to keep moving — lights, trains, names that were only ever useful for ordering taxis — but Crowfield moved with different laws: low dawn light that pooled under the elm trees, a clock tower that always seemed ten minutes slow, porches with rocking chairs that beat like metronomes. She had not intended to return. The call had been abrupt, the voice on the line small and cautious, and it carried a single sentence that pulled at her like a hook: Tom had been found.

The road into Crowfield curved past the old mill and then widened into Main Street where the bakery's windows misted, and someone had already left a paper bag on the stoop with a heavy, milky loaf. A boy on a bike rode past with a dog tethered to the handlebars. People glanced at her as she passed; there were faces she half-remembered and faces that belonged to the town and would never belong to her city life. The house she grew up in crouched behind a maple with a porch that sagged in two places and a mailbox that always leaned away from the walk. Light was on inside. Night-light nonsense or vigil, she didn’t know yet. Her hands were too steady for someone whose chest had been hollowed out, but her throat felt tight with a kind of dizzying disbelief she had not felt since the last time she stood at a grave that remained unfinished.

She took a breath and walked up the path. The grass smelled faintly of woodsmoke and something older, an undernote of damp paper and iron. On the front step, placed precisely beside the doormat, was a small folded square of paper sealed with a dark waxy bead. It wasn't a letter so much as an object—a favor, someone muttered later, though she didn't know that word yet. The wax was unmarked but somehow older than the plank beneath it, as if it had been tempered in a colder place. She touched it and felt a small vibration like a voice calling from far away. For a second she imagined a child's hand had left it there—Tom’s, returning with explanation. The house smelled of boiled coffee and the faint perfume of lemon soap. A door opened and her brother was there, but he looked like someone she might recognize in a crowd rather than the person she had loved. He was thinner than she remembered, his hair long enough to brush his collarbone in the back, his eyes clear but not bright in the way memory made them bright. He smiled with a politeness that floated above him, as if the rest of him was still getting assembled.