Kade had learned to build a distance between the thing in his headset and the life back in the apartment. It was a useful rule at first—log off, stretch, eat something that wasn't microwaveable—and then the rules collected exceptions: sponsorship calls, midnight raids, the charity marathon he couldn't say no to. Tonight, Aetherbound felt like the reliable friend who would show up sober and on time. The city's neon spires slid under his avatar's boots, the familiar HUD laid over the skyline like glass. Viewer count blinked in the corner. Two hands on keyboard, one eye on chat, the smile practiced and automatic.
Streams were a kind of performance where transparency was currency. Kade talked while he played because talking was how he kept things honest with himself. “Alright, folks,” he said, voice calm, “we'll clear the low-tier patrol, test the patch path they said nobody touched, then I call it. Easy.” Chat filled with the usual mix: emotes, bets on his loot, someone pasting a joke from yesterday's highlight reel. A thousand people felt like a room full of friendly noise.
He liked the noise; it kept panic at a respectful distance. That afternoon he'd brushed his hair, zipped the jacket he used when meeting developers in person, and had a cold espresso in a ceramic mug Lena used to hate. She would have made an offhand remark if she were here—some editing quip, a memory of a bug that left the map in a mirror. He hadn't told the stream the truth, not then. Lena had been on a pre-release node months ago and had simply stopped responding mid-session. He had written it off to a bad connection at first, then to a string of denials and unreturned emails. When a company rep finally said that there had been an anomaly at a distant data cluster, they offered clinical phrases and no comfort.
He kept that private. Cameras don't translate the ache: a sister's silence folded into things you do. So he joked with chat, leaned into the normalcy. It worked until something in the HUD blinked a shape he didn't recognize.