Things That Remember

Evelyn Hart drove home with the windows down as if she could air out grief. The town unrolled itself in small familiar measures—lime trees, a post office with faded blue paint, a bakery where the bell still chimed the same hesitant melody—everything reduced to shapes she had learned to navigate as a child. The road into Everswell narrowed, then opened on the street where her grandmother’s shop sat like an old tooth in a jaw: solid, a little yellowed at the edges, still wearing Agnes Hart’s crooked sign. The funeral had been small, as Agnes would have preferred. People said the right things in the right cadence. They told stories and then left, because the work of living remained and funerals, by habit and mercy, let the living keep on living. Evelyn watched them go in the rearview mirror and felt no neat unburdening; grief did not tidy itself into boxes you could ship away.

She had not intended to stay long. Paperwork and the quiet duty of closing an estate were the tasks that had called her back; the shop was an inheritance in the administrative sense and a more complicated thing emotionally. It had been Agnes’s house of curios for thirty years—shelves of things that hummed when the light caught them, drawers of labels with Agnes’s neat slanted handwriting. On the pavement below the sign a child had chalked a small heart and the name Agnes in shaky letters, and the sight of it stabbed at Evelyn in a way the funeral had not. She parked in front, turned the key in the aged lock and held the breath of the place like someone stepping into water.

The bell above the door made the tentative, familiar clink. The shop smelled like wood polish and lemon-scented cloth and a mingling of more complicated scents that no name could catch. Glass cases glittered with brooches and brass things; cabinets held jars of things that might once have belonged on a childhood mantel—small toys, a thimble with an exotic pattern, a tiny shoe. There were more serious objects tucked into the back: music boxes, a leather-bound book with pages like thin leaves, a velvet-lined box with a lid that had been closed for so long it left its skin on the velvet’s memory. Agnes had written notes and labels and rules on scraps of paper pinned to the inside of drawers: be gentle, never lend to strangers, record everything. Evelyn ran her fingers over one of those notes and found the graphite smudged where Agnes had gripped her pencil hard enough to press the paper thin.

The sealed wooden box waited on the top shelf of the attic like a small, patient animal. It was plain, bored of ornament, and something in the way the light missed its corner made it feel like a secret that had been put off. A faded warning was stamped across its lid in Agnes’s uneven hand: handle only with care. The warning was the sort of thing people might put on an object to keep others from prying, but when Evelyn held the box the air at her fingertips thrummed as if a low, distant bell had been struck. She had the old woman’s key in her pocket and an inventory sheet in her bag that Agnes had scribbled before she died. There were names on it and brief descriptions, a shorthand only someone who had worked with these things for years could parse. Abigail’s blue ribbon, the small noon bell from Mr. Delaney’s parlor, Thomas Keene—there was a line under his name and then a smudge, like someone had tried to erase the last part of the entry.

She found Jonah Reed in the doorway carrying a crate half his size as if it were nothing. Jonah had a grin that belonged to the comfortable kinds of men—the kind who stayed in the town and fixed toilets and remembered to water fence-line roses. He had been her friend since before she could remember, a solid presence like a doorstep. He set down the crate, took off his gloves and looked at her with a softness that was not pity but was close.

"You take it all, Ev?" he asked, using the old nickname as if none of it had changed.

"I think I have to," she said. The words felt big and brittle in her mouth. "I don’t know how to run it, Jonah. This—this is more than a shop."

He shrugged, steady. "We’ll take it slow. You’ll have help."

At the wake two nights before, people had whispered about Agnes in the ways small towns do: how she’d kept things, how she’d mended more than clothing. There had been laughter and fondness and a dozen stories that softened the hollowness to something manageable. Now, moving through the shop with Jonah, Evelyn thought of one picture on the mantel: an old photograph in a wooden frame, the black-and-white face of a woman with a sharp chin, a child with a brazen grin. Someone should have stood to the left, a man perhaps, because the family line looked incomplete; there was a clear space as if whoever had been at that edge had been cut from the photograph, the strip of emulsion missing like a distracted omission. For a breath she could see him—Thomas, small and freckled, an apology for a grin and a kite string, the exact disobedient way he’d stood with his shoulders—then the image folded away like a page.

Jonah did not do the double-take that someone normally would. He moved boxes and hummed a tuneless line. Evelyn felt the absence sharpen. She told herself it was fatigue, a misremembered angle of light, but the photograph’s missing shape kept pressing at the boundary of her mind. Whatever she saw, she alone seemed to see it.