By seven the door of Azul & Sugar was propped open with a sack of flour, letting the harbor wind move through the warm room. The bell chimed each time someone forgot to push the handle gently. Orange zest perfumed the air. Mara scraped a ribbon of dough from the wooden table and flicked it aside, her fingers dusted in sugar, her hair wound into a loose scarf that had once belonged to her grandmother. Outside, gulls rode the updraft that rose off the tiled roofs. When the first tray of cinnamon spirals came out, the glaze ran like sun across their prickled ridges.
“Você deixou os pães no forno, menina,” Tia Lila called from the back. Even in English, the warning sounded like a small hymn of panic.
“I have them,” Mara answered, laughing. “I have them all, Lila.” She cracked the oven door a notch and peered in. The bell chimed again and the room filled with another body, damp from the morning.
Captain Duarte came in first, sea knitted into his beard, then the twins who liked to argue over who would get the end piece. The cash drawer clicked and the chalkboard wobbled on its nail. Business as usual. The world could have been no wider than the span from oven to window.
She liked it that way most days. The counter was under her forearms, the past rising in the scent of anise, the future measured in minutes until a crust turned from pale to honey. When she set a plate in front of a stranger and saw their eyes change at the first bite, Mara felt her chest open, as if a window had been unlatched.
At nine, Inês slipped in with a camera around her neck and kissed the air beside Mara’s cheek. “You look like a saint of pastry. Have you slept?”
“Who needs sleep when there’s sugar?” Mara poured her a coffee and pressed a small tart into her palm. The bell chimed again.
Later, when the rush had thinned and Tia Lila sat down to peel oranges in long curling ribbons, the postman shoved an envelope under the bell. It was heavy, stiff, official. The blue emblem of the city reflected the overhead light like a fish’s eye.
“Another tax?” Lila muttered.
Mara’s thumb traced the seal. Her heartbeat jumped once as if it had tripped on the floorboards. She didn’t open it right away. Instead she watched the street where the tram slid past and a man in a light suit paused, shading his eyes to study the row of shops. His profile was a cut of shadow against the sky. The envelope stung in her palm like lemon juice on a cut.
“Open, menina,” Lila said. “Bad news ages worse if you feed it time.”