The platform breathed like a living thing. Air pressed cool against Maya’s cheeks each time a train swept in, carrying with it a damp smell of steel and ozone. She crouched by the microphone array bolted to a pillar, one knee on the gritty tiles, and watched the levels rise and fall on the small tablet in her palm. A busker plucked nervously at a guitar several meters away; each twang skittered over her skin. She adjusted the notch filter, and the shrill shimmer from the overhead panels softened to a tolerable hush.
Maya’s fingers were steady, but her jaw worked as if she were chewing over a problem. When the station emptied for a moment, the world settled into a low hum that felt almost kind. She knew every seam of this sound, where it snagged and where it smoothed, the way tailwinds gathered in the tunnel mouths. It was her work and her refuge both: shaping the city’s noise so people could move without flinching.
— How’s the east entrance? — Rina’s voice crackled through the earpiece.
— Almost balanced. The ceiling vents are off by three hertz. I’ll file it, but I caught the worst of it.
— You and your three hertz, — Rina laughed. — Coffee when you surface?
— If I surface, — Maya said, but she smiled. She toggled off the test tone, and silence bloomed like a polite guest. Somewhere above, a child laughed, thin as wire.
She straightened, brushed grit from her jeans, and let the station’s breath pass through her. The hum was honest here. Trains, shoes, distant conversation. No one asking her to pretend a sound was something else. No one asking her to decorate grief with chimes.
The tablet buzzed again. A message from the consortium’s content channel lit the corner of the screen: Preview tonight, private listening, 10 PM. New installation draft. Do not redistribute.
Maya tapped it with her thumb. The loading wheel spun. Around her, a train screeched away, a silver comma slipping into the tunnel. The preview loaded. A wash of strings and soft percussion spilled into her earpiece. Then a voice braided through the music, so familiar Maya’s ribs squeezed as if someone had buckled a belt around her chest.
— Hush now, hush, the river’s slow, — the voice sang.
Her mouth opened. The edge of the tablet dug into her palm. Air seemed to skip time like a warped record.
The voice tilted into a hum, the exact hum that had once drifted through the thin walls of a cramped kitchen as a kettle whispered to boil. Her mother’s voice. The timbre was intact, that warm chalkiness, the small catch at the end of the first line. The city’s private listening was playing something she had not shared with anyone alive.
She tasted copper. Her hand trembled, and the levels on the screen jittered. She pressed her palm to the pillar and closed her eyes. For a beat she was not under the city, but at a chipped table, elbows pressed to wood, cheek on forearms, watching steam blur the window while a voice stitched slow air into something that held.
When she breathed again and opened her eyes, the platform had filled. The busker had changed to a minor key. The station wailed, then smoothed. Maya ended the preview with a shake of her head.
— It’s not possible, — she said to the pillar, to the tile, to anything that could have ears. — I never gave them that.