Loose Ends
Evelyn could tell a batten's mood by the way it settled. Some of them sighed like old men relieved to sit; others slammed into place with the brittle impatience of someone who'd been kept waiting too long. Tonight the main forest of battens sang a thin, anxious note as if trying to tell her something in a language made of rope and wood.
She swung up the ladder into the fly tower as the rehearsal bled into evening, boots finding the worn rungs by memory. The Playhouse smelled of lemon oil and old varnish, with the tang of too much coffee and the faint, unrelated sweetness of pastry from Rosa's cart on the corner—Rosa who gilded every weekend with sugared crescents and gave the staff extra for staying late. That detail had nothing to do with rigging but it grounded the place: a ritual, a proof that life continued below the grid no matter what hung above it.
"You're early," Simon called from the scissor lift, grinning like the kitten he'd brought in two months ago and promptly named Spark. He had climbed with the casualness of someone who hadn't learned that gravity grows an opinion about show-offs.
Evelyn smiled without turning. "I prefer the ropes to gossip and coffee. Ropes tell the truth, if you know how to listen."
He lowered the lift so she could hop onto the platform. "Ropes talk? I thought they were just dramatic. Like people who wear scarves indoors." He flicked his scarf as if to punctuate the metaphor.
She checked the line by hand, feeling the subtle give through her gloves. The hemp was cool and dry under her palm. It had been the same kind for decades; fibers that smelled faintly of dust and resin. You didn't confuse hemp with the slick modern cords that companies sold now—nylon sang a different song, slick and safe but devoid of manners. The Playhouse kept its old hemp because Evelyn had insisted; it had character and, when properly cared for, a predictable failure mode—a useful thing when your job could be reduced to predicting how things break.
A soft clack echoed from the ladder below. Someone dropped a tool. Evelyn's body shifted, boots pressing against the tauntness of a rope as she moved along the catwalk. The batten nearest stage right had a bad habit of wobbling under certain loads; she'd shimmed it twice last season. She reached up and pinched the fall line between thumb and forefinger to feel tension where it should be even. Her fingers found an edge, a tiny roughness like a tooth left by a file.
"Huh," Simon said, leaning over to peer. "Did you do that?"
She frowned. The abrasion wasn't random. It had the neat, almost respectful economy of a tool that knew what it was doing. A file, maybe. Someone had scored the fibers in a way that made the line's strength die not in a long, tired sag but in a precise, embarrassed snap.
"No," she said. Her voice was small in the open air. She could list the names of everyone who'd ever touched these lines; her life was a ledger of hands and habits. This mark belonged to someone with a memory of old tooling, not a novice's clumsy hack. "Not me."
The house lights dimmed below and the stage chatter leveled into the specific hush that meant the director was taking notes. Matteo's silhouette moved like a man who painted moods with his hands: theatrical, volatile, certain the show could heal any fracture. Evelyn watched the small figures onstage, thinking of how the rigging—weight, counterweight, blocks and falls—didn't make a scene but held it. It was, in its unglamorous way, the nearest thing the theater had to truth.
Onstage, Hannah practiced a line and then laughed, the kind of laugh that could start a whole scene. Even in this small person-to-person moment, the technical world above hummed its indifferent song. Evelyn unclipped a shackle, ran the file along the frayed section with an index card—not to smooth it, but to see whether the abrasion matched a particular pattern. The fibers separated under the card in a way that made her throat tighten: there was intent here, as precise as a stitch and twice as personal.
A tool drop became a small cascade of papers and a nearby lamp pitched a slant of light across the ropes, shadows like writing. She wrapped her gloved hand around the batten, feeling the balance. The weight shifted. For a second the world inverted—the batten pulling, the stage dropping in a soft, terrifying arc. Her other hand flew for the manual brake handle. She braced her feet, planted them against the iron frame, and yanked. The brake bit like a dog with a bone. The batten froze and shivered, the motion arrested before it had a chance to become disaster.
Voices below rose, startled and then angry. One of the actors cursed—an ugly, real sound that wasn't part of the script. Evelyn let the air out of her lungs in a slow breath and realized her hands were trembling.
Simon leaned over, eyes wide. "That was… you stopped it. You always stop things."
She shrugged as if it were nothing; the gesture was second nature, a muscle memory born of working with gravity while everyone else rehearsed emotions. "Someone's been chewing at the lines. I'll mark it and report it."
Matteo's voice floated up, large and naive in the way directors are when a budget is involved. "Can we keep going? We can't lose the night. The critics—"
"There's a damaged fall," Evelyn said. Her tone was neutral, but she felt a small animal of panic pressing at her ribs. "We need to pull it out and re-rope."
"We don't have time to redo the fly," Matteo called back, muffled. "We barely have time to feed everyone, let alone re-rig."
Rosa would be closing her cart soon. Evelyn pictured the stack of pastries and the tidy change box; she thought, absurdly, of how Rosa's shopkeeper hands could tell the difference between a coin worn by one owner and another. The thought was a pleasant distraction—an unrelated pattern in a world of purposeful motion.
She unhooked a second safety and ran her hands along the lines again, feeling at them like an inspector for a very dense and particular language. The fray was neat, cautious, knowledgeable. Whoever had done it understood where a hand would usually rest and had avoided those places, like a thief who refrains from stepping on creaky boards.